started from the bottom still down here

i am starting to 
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again and i don't know how to stop it
between my insignificant paycheck
my lack of talent
my mental issues
and my xXxXxXxXxXx i just don't 
    N 
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          W
how to handle my shit

Loretta
has
ruined
life
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XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXstop it.