It had been a while since I last felt this much fucking purpose. Purpose and confidence in myself (probably more than ever before). I feel like I'm doing things right. I'm checking off things I didn't think I could actually ever do. I'm less afraid of the cards that make up the castle collapsing all around me. This structure feels sturdy. And if they were to fall, I feel strong enough to move out of the rubble.

Maybe I just needed drugs all along.