12.

Money.

So my biggest and deepest concern in life is money.
I can't fucking get around it.
I work like a dog and earn money.
I save it and feel guilty for being stingy with it.
I spend it in little things I want and feel splurgy and undeserving, like I should be saving.
How does one save when one makes little, and still needs to do more?
I feel pressure with saving and it bothers me that whenever I feel like I'm not broke and I can afford life, it's precisely when I have to do a big payment of something out of the blue.
How do I lose so much money?
Why don't I make more money?
Why do I have to care
So
Much
About
Fucking
Paper
?