13.

"S M A R T".

It's not possible to control the way people think about you
or how they refer to you
their misconceptions or ideals
everything that makes you YOU according to THEM.
I hate being considered as smart.
What is smart even?
How can you measure smart?
Who isn't and how can you see me as smart if all I'm doing is giving up constantly?
I keep doing this and being less than and not achieving while people that you believe aren't as "smart" as me keep finishing everything and doing the achievements that I simply cannot.
Where's the smart that you talk about?